Difficult times

When you are going through a difficult time, what are the things that go through your mind?

A narrative description of what runs in your mind when you are going through difficult times.

Surbhi Agarwal

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When you are going through a difficult time, what are the things that go through your mind
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Today again, the extreme willingness to take out the inner demons struck the heart.
It diluted the temporary happiness and choked the senses of the brain.

The overflow of bottled emotions and the quivers of shivering hands needed thoughtful support.
The long interactive lane couldn’t grant anyone to trust.
Neither the sad heart nor the restless brain was hopeful enough to knock on any door.

Well, time teaches the art of decorating the outer self with a smile and professionalism.
In the extreme limits of pain, the idea of taking soulful favors from others also vanishes.
The mind stops procrastinating and lands into oblivion. Hopelessness bombards from all directions, and a self is completely lost.
The will to be at an ideal place is also not fulfilled. As the sense of responsibilities and rightfulness comes before what the heart is whispering.
The attempts to find solace in temporary things also go in vain.
Time passes, nothing changes but, the endurance improves and sustains. A little hope keeps the maturity alive.

Now the dangerous levels of isolated independence are reached that is good for none but loyal to oneself.
This time the individual is not created but found.
The stormy sea gave birth to the most skilled sailor.
The sailor is still hoping to see the sunshine after night.
Even if the majestic storm is now over, yet some little jerks remind of the dreadful days.

The sea of life covers many scary waves.
We don’t know which one is the next one to come up.
Maybe a sound sleep or a break in the native cottage could grant any peace.
The nap came after numerous struggles and along with a nightmare.
The diluted senses were afraid, afraid of waking up as the world seen from open eyes could turn scary again.
Also, fearful of staying asleep.
What if it turns into an inception of nightmares?
What if life never returns to normal again?

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Surbhi Agarwal

An Engineer by profession and a writer by heart. She writes about anything and everything. She loves life and believes in living it up to the fullest